Monday, September 04, 2006

0904

I finally sms her to tell her, yet she cannot explain properly why she did that.

All she did was copied what I said, mainly"utterly disappointed", I am "trying to pick up fight" hallo? Who is?

Who cares of whether she tells me where she works, its not the explicit thing.

Give you chance you cannot explain properly, fine lor, I take it as a test of my limited patience, maybe time will proves me wrong.

如果你直接讲不信任我,我可以接受的,不需要萎萎缩缩,虚虚假假。

要嘛,你就爽快一点,判我死刑,要不就是无罪释放,你凭什么判我无期徒刑?

At the dojo, I suudenly start slamming for the first time, it was not as intimidating as I thought.

I don't know why I suddenly pick up the courage to go for it finally, maybe I was absent for too long and my adrelaine cravings snapped back!Or maybe I want to prove that those gym arm workout...works?

I keep telling myself "remember no slamming flat on the back!" (ouch)

The guy senior is very gentle on me so I trust him not to break my arms, even though yesterday's moves were rather in the dangerous department.

Ironically, it is usually the lady seniors who almost injured/hurt me because they simply underestimate their their own power.

1 Comments:

Blogger J said...

You're not wrong to feel defensive. Respect & Trust is to be earned. But don't shut your heart fully. we have flaws and i can't represent ah yi to explain to you why she did things that way cos i actually i don't know why also. how she handle things and how i handle things and how u handle things r different.

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