0717 -Poisoned by anger

Yesterday, it was the first time I have a shouting match in public. This guy was saying"run faster" and I just snapped. I run way passed him(a cyclist), and gave him the fingers, later he almost knocked into a kid and I turned back and gave a few loud clapping and some thumbs down.

He continued to say "That is it, this is the speed, continue to keep it up" and I shouted "It is not that I cannot run fast, but I do not want to'", "Smokers cannot run anyway","Run with me lah if you dare", I continued to give him fingers even after he cycled across the streets.

I even give him the"I remember your face" hand signal. I bet there are at least 15 people staring at us, let's hope I am not "stomped". What happened to the calm Zenpoet? Repressed anger or? Mum and L asked me not to run there anymore, at least for now.

I so much wish I was a guy, this shall motivate me to pump more irons.

Oct28 race is coming, need to train harder. System was down and my coworker started a 25 minute junk food party, we are indeed the "food" people.

A suddenly send me a message in Friendster, it has been down for a while and my coworkers started a junk food feast/party for about 25 quite some time since I met her. I wonder how she is now, she is always so difficult and deep to understand.

I was drown in the calmness of the heavy downpour yesterday, in the midst of the CBD buzzing chaos. That is tranquility at the lowest basic level, although it was too dark to read my book(lunch kaki) during lunch break.

I hope the Myanmar issue gets resolved soon, the situation do not look good at all. I wonder if UN can really make a success negotation with the Junta. I change my running plan with W, an excorker, to my usual trail playground in the weekend instead. The nasty boy does not only treat his friend like dirt, his ka gia like slaves, but also like primary school kids awaiting detention/punishment. No one will believe this but he has a babyface with that shitty character, looks are indeed deceiving. Strangely I pity him more than detest him, as my faith tells me it is doing him more harm than good to show lack of respect to people.

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Weekend was smashingly good, thanks to Cheer Chen Qi Zhen's concert. Although I am not a hardcore fan of hers, I do appreciate real good music. This is one singer I respect alot as she does not really care about being a celebrity, all she wants is to make music. That explains why she switchl to Indie singng for many years. I wonder why she sign Rock Music, as it is a very commericalised record company, and will surely hold her hostage for her non-so-listen-friendly music.

I hear people talking" the next time she comes, it will be another 10 years"(?!) Anyway, the pretty lad did not talk much, just shyly smile and says she cannot really talk well. After she changed into her 2nd outfit, her songs turn to rock styles and all of us just stand on our chairs, and got high all to the end. I must mention she encho 5 times! Actually I lost count, the news report says 5 times and also mentioned that she did not follow her list of songs to sing, we even saw the cameramen climb back after she start her last few songs. Her band is cool to the max too. Some shouts of "I love you" was ringing thoroughout the show, and she reply either shyly"So do I" or just smile back.

The next time I really go backpack, I will bring along her songs to accompany me too, okay without the safety helmet since I do not ride motorcycle. heehee

Cheer Chen, I LOVE YOU TOO, carry on this spirit of good music, will support you till the end.