http://www.amazon.com/Party-One-Manifesto-Anneli-Rufus
/dp/1569245134
This seem to be a nice book to hit on, let me try and find it here.
Yes, it is hard to explain but I find it really tiring if i am talking/mingling with people too much, my energy kind of gets sucked away slowly and lethally.
I prefer to engage in things that makes me think and revised regularly in technical aspects, not emotionally.
The best way to describe it is..I like to throw away the emotional rubbish and get it on with my analysis/thinking thoughts right away, as the former gets in the way!
My knees are telling me I should rest today and I am done with packing my stuff for aikido training just now, only leaving the hakama to be folded later. I miss weapons class.
Thou shall saved my energy for martial arts, I have missed far too many classes for my own good.
Maybe L is right, teaching is a nono for me, solitude is my recharging battery.
It is almost a social crime (just like nosepicking!)to even say you like to eat alone in the workplace.
I have long resigned to this fate and psycho myself that I TRUELY ENJOY company.
I found my neighbour, a 5 or 6 year old kid crying inside his home, naked, behind the "grill doors"
There is a thin line between discipline and abuse?