0430

Yesterday, I went to my usual hangout at C's area, then ask her out for coffee.

Her love life is a colourful roller coaster once again! Then we meet G and M to eat dumplings at chinatown, and meet at a pub with C 's friends. Finally C showed us her ah nei bf hahaha.

Today S asked me if it was true, she cannot believe it too.

The gals in our office must be so relieved to know that the psycho nerd aka"nei-starer" is leaving.

Saturday went to gym but forgot it closed at 6pm, salah...

0424

Today I woke up again to watch the second episode of Dexter at 4am ( second repeats), damn good show, even if I risk becoming a walking zombie it is okay.

Have anyone explore their one dark side once a while?

The next two repeats are on 10am and 4pm, no chance for a 9-6 office worker to watch.

Yesterday's training was tough, I earned about 4 bruises on my wrists/arms. The only good thing about being a senior is that the boys no longer treat you like a girl. This is what i always yearn for all my life.

Sometimes I wonder why girls like to wear those stupid high heels that will one fine day injure their back, feet and spines. How do they run fast in them?

Who invent these silly skirts and dresses that risk being zao geng?

I never can understand, maybe I came from outer planet. I prefer the smart, clean cuttings ,especially that of men's clothing, at least nowadays got smaller size mens lines like Bods and topmen ( thanks to the gays' emerging markets), otherwise not much choice for androynous gals liao.

Another skill I learn form working if to do small talk, you know by talking craps with new people I met and find out about a little bit more about them in a matter of minutes. This is something I never can do in the past.

Hx's friend says I am a bit psycho as the only staement I make is "Against fishing. " Well you will kill those who do fishing wah" Nice try , but I do not even dare to scold people who jump queue in the interchange. LMAO

Q-San says that through his years of observation, it is only those who come alone, rather than those who come with groups of friends, will stay in Aikido training for many many years.
YEAH, independent people always know what they want ;) He says so while pointing to us at the same time.

X is getting sticky again, I told her I was not free last week and went out to vivocity alone, Pageone is really a nice place to nuah and check out books.

0423

I gonna go training soon, quick blogging here.

My leave is appoved, bringing little hunk to see flying objects.

I will let Lyn check through my essays before submitting.

My Financial planner called and say she will meet me to tidy up my policy. Good thing, my room is in a mess again. I almost want to get the giant duffel bag, it is big enough to hold an adult chopped up body, I like it, very rugged and butch haha, very zenpoet. It is for my thick Gi and barongs only.

0420

昨天天气非常好，不过我只跑了四十分钟, 因为太累了。

今天我会去健身，明天去和小娴帮忙特殊小孩的画画班

陈奕迅 爱情转移 曲:christopher chak 词:林夕

原来陈奕迅可以用这种方式唱歌，他的Key 竟然可以这么高。
林夕 的歌词依然保有水准。

徘徊过多少橱窗
住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览
还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘

熬过了多久患难
湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床
换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无反顾的交换

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

烛炮照亮了晚餐
照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上扑满花瓣
拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班
接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫
漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢

把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样
享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转
等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
你不要失望
荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

0418

I saw H, my senior after work yesterday, I thought she is IT line, but she says she is in E line, so she also has to be posted everywhere. She told me she was from another Aikido school previously and took 8 years to reach 1st Kyu in S.A.

Yesterday I went to gym and saw all the equipment rearranged in different position, I mainly worked on my upper arm, shoulders and forearm. I crashed to bed halfway through study.

0413

Taking less than split seconds to answer: What is your passion?
Mine is sports, although I look neither sporty nor healthy. L says F&B/customer service, Hx wil defintiely say food or travel. Looking at the state we are, reality is sad. Tomorrow I will be going to volunteer help our K, Hx's friend look after kids in a drawing class.

0412

I am back to aikido training, later I will be going to gym. My quads need to wake up to work hard. All the recents issues in work, I wonder what next. Worst to worst, I got nice excuse to start new goals.

Yesterday hit the books for 2 hours, the calculators came but no warrenty card are found. hmm

Ii think aikido can not only build biceps, but triceps too. One week's off and my triceps are aching already.

M, CL and G went to Kbox to celebrate my brithday and crapping as usual. All of us so tired mahz.

0409

Sab,Hx and L made prepare and made my birthday gift right in front of my face.

They print and cut photos of J and I since he was 1 one month boy, a bit rushed but cool gift.

The boy was very sticky to me, and even ask me to kiss him at one point, driving Sab and Hx to madness as usual, my position as favourite auntie is as solid as gold.

We have decided to have same type of gift this year, so creative. :P

I did 2 rounds in my usual playground but was running very very slowly, because my lungs was still full of phlegm, seriously, I run until from bright day to night time.

I might push the CBT test to August, fighting with time again.

Sab got this Malaysia mountain trekking lobang, I am so tempted, see how lor, it is within my budget though! She got this 5.6km friendly run organised by her company, I and Hx might join her as illegal runners.

0405

So many people in holiday mode now, I got to get the calculator soon, having some problem, with amazom.com's address update.
I should be able to run this weekend, have to skip one Aikido this week, after a good 9 week record attendence.

Weekend KTV cancelled again. Somehow I am glad I don't have to see aiyi again, otherwise my big day will be spoiled. I think I will try hard tolerate for the sake of the rest, but no way I can pretend nothing is happening. I check with Hx, she says she will be angry if in my shoes. As for Sab, she thinks we both interpret things wrong way. I do not think expecting an explanation is too much to ask for.

0403

Quote from http://www.unique-frequency.com/

Dexter: I find people around me are all making some kind of connection, like friendship… or romance. But human bonds always lead to messy complications. Commitment. Sharing. Driving people to the airport. Besides if I let someone get that close, they’d see who I really am. And I can’t let that happen. So, time to put on my mask.

Harry: Dexter, women are different from men. I’m saying they have a whole different experience with things. When they’re with someone physically, they feel connected. And they know when you’re not. They can sense it ‘cause you’re very exposed. Dexter: I can fake it Harry: you can learn to fake a lot of things. This is a tough one.
i'm one up on you ladies. i don't even need to be with someone physically to feel the connection/disconnection.
you know something is wrong when you're picking up "relationship" stuff from a show about serial killers.

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Faking is also when everyone says wars are bad and yet every country need to build up military power to cover their ass, just in case.

If you kill people in a war, technically it is not considered inapporiate.

You hate to kill, yet can do fishing without feeling for the fish, go imagine someone picking up your lip with a hook and this is his hobby.

Faking is when you hate to look at people in their eyes, it makes you feel naked emotionally, yet it is rude not to do so, and so you jolly well do so, and shut up.

Wahlao, my auntie coworkers were talking entirely about childbirth during lunch time, kena forced to eat their cooked food, I yearn to be freed in my private lunch break manz. I guess the forture teller is right, I cannot hide my emotions leh, my body language was screaming"spare me!!"

Darkly Dreaming Dexter

I saw this series promo of Dexter on FoxCrime Channel, the original novel of which it was based on in season one has a interesting plot

http://www.amazon.com/Darkly-Dreaming-Dexter-Jeff-Lindsay/dp/038551123X